Late nights
The night before last I couldn't sleep. It's not a new condition. For as long as I can remember I've been a night owl. Laura, on the other hand, is usually a pretty early riser. So, like many nights I laid there in bed while she slept. I began to try to clear my head of the coming stress of finals just long enough to nod off. I tossed and turned a bit then stared at the digital clock trying to count the seconds before the minute would change. Finally, I decided to put my hand on Laura's belly and see if I could feel anything.
She was sleeping peacefully, it seemed, and I honestly didn't expect to feel a kick.
Then it happened.
Again.
I lay there in the dark, smiling at this little baby who couldn't hear me or see me or know at all that I was there. I tried to let the baby know I was there by pushing or tapping lightly on Laura's belly. I began to hope that this became something we were able to share together more often--occasionally staying up late with this child. It's a long way off, and I was tired and falling in and out of sleep, but I thought about the times that I've shared with each of my parents that seemed mundane at the time, but ultimately became something special. A long car ride to south Texas or a fishing trip to some place I could never find today--vivid memories that reflect a legacy of giving that which often seems most precious: our time.
I quickly fell asleep to happy memories and thoughts of the future.








